Farewell for now
I wanted to say goodbye one last time before I left to staff and meditate in the hills of California for the next 6 weeks. It's something I never thought I would want to do. In fact, I actually cringed at the idea. I loathed it! But recently, I got a ping to do it. This ping grew louder and louder until I could no longer ignore it. It was a ping to follow something my 5 senses couldn't quite comprehend. It was brutal.
But, there was the ping...and it wouldn't go away. And so I'm going to follow it. I owe this massive support to my wife, Bridget. When I began this blog years ago, she was just my girlfriend. Never in a million years could I have imagined I would be doing what I'm doing but more importantly, doing it with her. She was the reason I even decided to choose a path of inward searching. It was her fault! She was this bright light of unconditional love and support and I was...a mess. But that damn light kept shining and loving that it grew so unbearable that it was either die or live. I almost chose die. Almost.
And here we are today. BOOM freaking feng killer shui. I am married with the most amazingly supportive wife (even though she has every right to be pissed with me many, many, many times in a week). And I'm going to explore a depth of myself that scares the hell out of me. The truth of Bryce. And so thank you. When I return I will most likely only speak sanskrit. I will have dreads. My name will be "space" but written as a space... I will drink elixirs created from unicorn tears. And lastly, I will become extremely passive aggressive with people that don't hold proper yoga postures (even though I can't touch my toes). Namaste.
Have fun over the next 6 weeks. Create space to find the bigger parts of yourselves. Breathe. No phone for the first 30 minutes of waking up. Drink water. Joy is the secret to finding answers. And by God, remember to say,
"Today is a good day to say, Fuck it, I choose magic!"
Also, here is our greatest wedding dance ever!!!!! If I do say so myself.